Middle of January: Found out to be 6 weeks pregnant. Had everyone excited. Finally, my life made sense (that I thought).
Feb. 13: Had 1st prenatal appointment. Doctor found uterus to be small for a 9 weeks pregnant. Wasn’t worried.
Feb. 14, Morning: Looking forward to a Valentine’s day date with Brian. Had a deal to dress up and eat at a fancy restaurant. Brian made reservation.
Feb. 14, 1:00 PM: Had an internal ultrasound, baby found to have no hearbeat. BABY DEAD!!! Been dead for 2 weeks!
—-MY WORLD ENDED—–
Feb. 14, 9:30 PM: Temporarily recovered. Went to our date, not to celebrate but to mourn. Intoxicated myself with alcohol.
Feb. 15, 2:30 PM: Had surgery. Baby removed from me.
Miseries to be continued……

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